1. |
benadryl
01:42
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i never wanted to change you
i just needed your shit out my room.
when i get overwhelmed,
i lose myself to endless parts of worldly things,
i forgot half the things.
i told you about the way i could talk and
why do i get like this?
tearing about, i could scream in your face and
call you your mom's name
and i'd call you your dad's--
you'd look at me like
i am different than yesterday.
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2. |
black☆star
02:37
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will i make myself cry with something else?
happy feelings are in there somewhere
just grab them and take them out
my therapist tells me i'm doing alright
but i never feel sanity, i'm never alright
i wanted to see you, but i can't stand you
there's one thing i really haven't tried yet
man, fuck, i'm really at my limit
need to get my head out of this window
look outside, the floor looks nice.
peacefulness in all my bones shattered,
bloodied skin against the grass.
it's not like i'll never be remembered.
i was always true to myself.
look away from the scene (it's not right).
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3. |
god complex
01:54
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it happened to me,
what keeps you silent?
you have to come clean,
it wasn't me.
i hate it too,
i can't come clean.
you'll be alright, i promise
can't see the light beyond it
you said it was fine, then it wasn't
can't play god this time.
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4. |
conservation of mass
02:14
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light it up
make it fit for consumption
clean it off your plate
to keep you warm inside
meat off the bone,
keep that human touch to
everything you do
its all consumption
if devoured completely,
there is meat through bone
if devoured completely,
nothing is ever gone
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5. |
PRI$UNTATUZ.xx
01:13
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tell yourself its true love when
you don't give a damn
get in your head
over something that he said
i'm not thinking straight
and im looking for some comfort
and i'm begging for a change
i thought i found it
so why does it feel like this?
more tits, more ass
that's what you wanted, isn't it?
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6. |
comet 77
02:00
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looking up at a star
with my head in my hands
i don't like distance
one foot hard on the brake
my hand on the shift
something is missing
i look them in the face
and call them by your name
can't place this feeling--
distant connection?
you're not living
you're not living
you're not living
i found what's missing.
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7. |
you don't know trust,
02:03
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under construction,
i'm looking for something
its in the means,
i don't like something about it i know
there's something more to life
i know there's something more to life.
but none of it feels real
you're all fucking fake
if i was burned today,
would i feel the flame
melting off my skin?
probably not, i guess.
if i fell off the face
of the earth today
would you feel the same?
probably not, i think.
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8. |
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i swore i had everything,
then i shot it in the head
had it in my hands and
i destroyed it
i don't think i'll ever understand it
(i had plan)
(you don't know trust)
felt god in a 7/11
in you pissing on top of my piss off some highway ramp
you served your fucking purpose
sit in my car and talk about our dads or
all the things you could do with a .50 caliber
what's the difference?
the most memorable thing you've said to me:
"people will figure it out when you're not there to figure it out for them."
but that never stopped either of us.
we never get anything done.
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9. |
i love u santibell jesse
02:06
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i thought i was wrong
and i was wrong
i've said it all now
they love me and
i'm wanted.
i don't want to stay inside
i've got too much on my mind
light one up and toss it aside
you don't need one
that was your last one
reject help from your friendly neighbor
remind yourself he doesn't care
this is the present, i fucking hate it
there's better shit for me tomorrow.
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